Tuesday, September 28, 2010 @8:53 PM
ok this blog is all about my sister. i haf no idea how to communicate with her now.. its rly sad to see how other siblings can be so close n all, while we 2 end up like tht.. if only my mum was still around, she will be able to control my sis.
i dun understand why my sis enjoys studying with different groups of friends so much, outside.. anywhere from macs to coffeehouses and changi airport.. these places are not even conducive for studying? and friends just dun provide concentration.. mebbe 1 friend will do? im not sure if im really right.. but its v sad to noe tht my sis plans every of her sunday with her friends right aft church..
plus sunday is the day for my family to get tgt.. the only day we spend time tgt.. isnt it a sign tht my sis prioritises her friends more? and i reminded her of tht, but she insisted she was right and she was trying to focus on her studies.
im sorry if i sound really not supportive, but i feel tht if all her efforts to study outside for to have 'better' concentration were effective, her results wouldnt be as shitty as now.. she doesnt realise tht her method of studying is wrong, and she believes alot in it. thts really sad.
plus she has this clique of hers? FUN CLIQUE they call it. yea her clique probably will do well in their studies, while my sis wun.. they can afford to haf fun because their results are up to standard, but my sis? when shes not doing well ALREADY, she continues to hangout with her friends to study.. thts just dumb n senseless.
i haf no idea how to tell her tht shes just way off balance between work and fun. i gif up.
Tuesday, February 02, 2010 @11:33 PM
OK HAF DECIDED TO BLOG ON MY BED USING MY IPHONE.. I HAF NO IDEA HOW TO CHANGE IT TO NON-CAPS CUZ AFT EVERY LETTER I CHANGE IT TO NONCAPS.. IT STILL STAYS IN CAPS. YUCKS. BOO ANW THESE FEW DAYS I HAF BEEN ANNOYED N UPSET AT STUFF.. N I TRIED TO PUT MYSELF IN OTHER PPL SHOES N SEE WHETHER IM REALLY MEAN.. I HAVEN COME TO A CONCLUSION YET, BUT ALL I NOE IS THT JOYCE CANNOT CONTROL HER ANGER. U MAY TINK I HAF ATTITUDE PROBS.. BUT HONESTLY I DUN TINK ITS THT BAD.. HMM.. PLUS I DUNNO HOW TO GO ABOUT RESOLVING MY ANGER.. AM I REALLY ALL AT FAULT? BEING ANGRY OVER NOTHING N NOT CARING ABOUT HOW OTHERS FEEL.. I DUNNO:/ I HOPE DADDY GOD SPEAKS TO ME TONITE(: TOMORROW IS A WEDNESDAYYYY:DD HOPE THERES NO ASSEMBLY SO WE CAN HAVE CLAN LUNCH ONCE AGAIN!! CLAN FTW!(: AND OHYAH 2ND TRYOUTS FOR THE J1S TMR!! ALRIGHT TMR IS A GOOD DAYYYY! AMEN!
Tuesday, November 10, 2009 @9:57 PM
you know the feeling when ur heart hurts? not as in sad or emo tht sort of thing.. but literally hurts. but yala, it hurts cuz of stuff tht makes u upset.. but when it really hurts like OUCH, it sucks...
i wonder how God made our hearts.. its really quite cool isnt it. we get to feel so much.. being emotional, sensitive, etc.. God is amazing(:
and these few days, theres always sth to make me upset. its damn horrid. i dun like!!:/ the day just have to end in a upset manner:/
on a happier note, OP is finally over.. no more pw meetings and discussions(: HOORAY. and the best thing is i tink i did well in my OP!:D:D thank you daddy God!! i believed He was with me today as i spoke.. and everything turned out well:D WHEEEEE.
alright, hope tmr will be a productive day for me as i start doing my tuts! and i haf to go back to sch to collect my laptop!! SUCKS LIKE CRAP!
Saturday, October 24, 2009 @5:07 PM
haha anw long time no post. tht really sucks. i dun feel like blogging anymore hoho. any updates on joyce lim, pls go to facebook if u even bother. hahaha thanks:D will blog again soon:D heeee anw monday collecting results, i rly hope i will get good results? hmm and hope tht everyone will score very well too yea! we will la:D so NO WORRIES. haf a great wkend!
Tuesday, September 29, 2009 @10:44 PM
hmm yea, its like 2 days b4 promos and im here blogging.. nahh promos shant determine wad i wan to do(: anw mugging for promos and not going out to play is really killing me.. i feel daaaaaamn sian. ok tht was redundant, i bet everybody feels the same way. anw wad i really wanted to say in this blog is.. its either you really play or u dun play. i hate the feeling of playing abit. so im sorry if i sound mean to anyone during this period.. cuz i get really pissed to noe tht i carn play.
theres chem consultation tmr.. hope i will gain much from it and finally be able to tell myself i can do well for chem.. i do not want to fail chem again. how horrid is tht.
and blasting chi music continuously for 5days can be quite emo.. gosh. but i love chi music!! Dear Daddy Lord, only you know how i feel. you noe how i feel and what i want even before i noe them. Please give me wisdom and happiness! cuz i rly carn help but feel pissed and annoyed at the slightest things!! I WANT TO PLAY!!!!!! ARGHHHH!!!!!
i miss mummy. i miss clan. i miss you. i miss frisbee. PROMOS TO HELL.
ok back to mugging econs. no sleep for joyce tonite. gdnite..
Saturday, September 05, 2009 @11:24 PM
heyyy its a saturday niteee(: i feel really at peace when the hols are here.. i can do things at my own pace and order, how great! hmm as im typing, mary jiejie and presley is back!! finallyyy.. me and meimei have been at home the entire day! and karen jiejie and ahyi not back yet:(
today audrey came over!:D she's really really cuteee.. a p3 girl now! haha i woke up at around 1230 and i was replying someone and when i wanted to get out of bed, she came in and hugged me:D haha i felt really happy leh somehow:D although she can be really sweet, she can be very naughty too!!:p i managed to do abit of work while entertaining her till like 6plus? haha felt quite tired aft she left.. took alot of energy to play with her omg:p
anw hols are here, means pure mugging is here. got down to do abit of chem today.. will burn muchmuch midnite oil tonite! hmm hope i dun fall aslp during church tmr:( i tink it feels gd to camp on ur own small study table with the table lamp on lehh(: then u lay out ur work and start reading and doing them(: its a really nice feeling somehow. but of cuz, u must haf enuff slp n rest first!!:D i wonder if i can go overseas to study nxt time.. then i can study and camp at my own small study table till the end of time! haha quite enjoyable:D
to mummy, i noe u will read this somehow. im gonna work hard for this promos.. im not sure if i can put my all, but i hope u will lead me through this! and you said u will watch over me(: i noe it(: i love you..
and im happy tonite(: thank you for telling me those stuff.. it did not only make my day, but the rest of my life(: thank youuuu(:
ok back to mugging!! and i reallyreally pray for clan and all my close friends to be able to pull through this sucky mugging period and emerge as champions!! haha i dare not pray for all to get Deans list, but i pray for everyone of them to do well:D amen! Daddy God, watch over all of us.. thank you for loving us!(:
Monday, August 31, 2009 @12:44 AM
sucks sucks sucks sucksssssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!! URGH! damn frigging pissed right now!! its not even upset, its PISSED!!! RAH!
GOODNITE!!!!>:(
