Tuesday, November 10, 2009 @9:57 PM
you know the feeling when ur heart hurts? not as in sad or emo tht sort of thing.. but literally hurts. but yala, it hurts cuz of stuff tht makes u upset.. but when it really hurts like OUCH, it sucks...
i wonder how God made our hearts.. its really quite cool isnt it. we get to feel so much.. being emotional, sensitive, etc.. God is amazing(:
and these few days, theres always sth to make me upset. its damn horrid. i dun like!!:/ the day just have to end in a upset manner:/
on a happier note, OP is finally over.. no more pw meetings and discussions(: HOORAY. and the best thing is i tink i did well in my OP!:D:D thank you daddy God!! i believed He was with me today as i spoke.. and everything turned out well:D WHEEEEE.
alright, hope tmr will be a productive day for me as i start doing my tuts! and i haf to go back to sch to collect my laptop!! SUCKS LIKE CRAP!
Saturday, October 24, 2009 @5:07 PM
haha anw long time no post. tht really sucks. i dun feel like blogging anymore hoho. any updates on joyce lim, pls go to facebook if u even bother. hahaha thanks:D will blog again soon:D heeee anw monday collecting results, i rly hope i will get good results? hmm and hope tht everyone will score very well too yea! we will la:D so NO WORRIES. haf a great wkend!
Tuesday, September 29, 2009 @10:44 PM
hmm yea, its like 2 days b4 promos and im here blogging.. nahh promos shant determine wad i wan to do(: anw mugging for promos and not going out to play is really killing me.. i feel daaaaaamn sian. ok tht was redundant, i bet everybody feels the same way. anw wad i really wanted to say in this blog is.. its either you really play or u dun play. i hate the feeling of playing abit. so im sorry if i sound mean to anyone during this period.. cuz i get really pissed to noe tht i carn play.
theres chem consultation tmr.. hope i will gain much from it and finally be able to tell myself i can do well for chem.. i do not want to fail chem again. how horrid is tht.
and blasting chi music continuously for 5days can be quite emo.. gosh. but i love chi music!! Dear Daddy Lord, only you know how i feel. you noe how i feel and what i want even before i noe them. Please give me wisdom and happiness! cuz i rly carn help but feel pissed and annoyed at the slightest things!! I WANT TO PLAY!!!!!! ARGHHHH!!!!!
i miss mummy. i miss clan. i miss you. i miss frisbee. PROMOS TO HELL.
ok back to mugging econs. no sleep for joyce tonite. gdnite..
Saturday, September 05, 2009 @11:24 PM
heyyy its a saturday niteee(: i feel really at peace when the hols are here.. i can do things at my own pace and order, how great! hmm as im typing, mary jiejie and presley is back!! finallyyy.. me and meimei have been at home the entire day! and karen jiejie and ahyi not back yet:(
today audrey came over!:D she's really really cuteee.. a p3 girl now! haha i woke up at around 1230 and i was replying someone and when i wanted to get out of bed, she came in and hugged me:D haha i felt really happy leh somehow:D although she can be really sweet, she can be very naughty too!!:p i managed to do abit of work while entertaining her till like 6plus? haha felt quite tired aft she left.. took alot of energy to play with her omg:p
anw hols are here, means pure mugging is here. got down to do abit of chem today.. will burn muchmuch midnite oil tonite! hmm hope i dun fall aslp during church tmr:( i tink it feels gd to camp on ur own small study table with the table lamp on lehh(: then u lay out ur work and start reading and doing them(: its a really nice feeling somehow. but of cuz, u must haf enuff slp n rest first!!:D i wonder if i can go overseas to study nxt time.. then i can study and camp at my own small study table till the end of time! haha quite enjoyable:D
to mummy, i noe u will read this somehow. im gonna work hard for this promos.. im not sure if i can put my all, but i hope u will lead me through this! and you said u will watch over me(: i noe it(: i love you..
and im happy tonite(: thank you for telling me those stuff.. it did not only make my day, but the rest of my life(: thank youuuu(:
ok back to mugging!! and i reallyreally pray for clan and all my close friends to be able to pull through this sucky mugging period and emerge as champions!! haha i dare not pray for all to get Deans list, but i pray for everyone of them to do well:D amen! Daddy God, watch over all of us.. thank you for loving us!(:
Monday, August 31, 2009 @12:44 AM
sucks sucks sucks sucksssssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!! URGH! damn frigging pissed right now!! its not even upset, its PISSED!!! RAH!
GOODNITE!!!!>:(
Sunday, August 30, 2009 @12:59 AM
haha long wkends are here(: hmm saw stuff, read stuff.. and i guess i feel envious? hmm yea envious is the word. not envious of one person, but manymany people. yea, manymany people..
envious of their lives and the happiness they live in.. sounds really weird.. hmm but anw, God has a way for me(: gonna slp soon, gdnite ppl(:
Saturday, August 15, 2009 @9:41 PM
haha yozieee. its alr the end of wk 7?! haha and chem spa is on mon omg.. guess im not really stressed bout it la. hope the mock spa and extra practice were gd enuff.. not going to stress myself over it, and i really hope i will do well for it:D hmm oh today i woke up from a really bad nightmare:/ it was super real, like everything srsly happened.. i woke up and ran to tell ahyi bout it. had to let it all out.. and ahyi hugged me and prayed for me. thank you ahyi! tht dream was really weird, and scary:/ aiya sian.
so aft tht, presley, mary jiejie, meimei and i went to run at the park! i ran 4km! really proud of myself and my sis!:D my muscles were really cramping aft tht.. i was trying to keep pace with presley and it rly killed my legs:/ then came back to eat dumpling!! YUMMYYY. went to do grocery shopping aft tht! hoho total bill amounted to like 200bucks, and we all managed to buy wad we wanted:D so ALRIGHT MAN. hell lot of food at home.. i love it:D i went down to changi T3 to meet jasper and ken to mug! ahh wasnt really productive today.. but at least i managed to attempt some ionic eqb qns ans understand gravitation better? haha and freak tht ken.. so skinny for wad. im like fatter than him.. tht sucks:/ AHH.
ok im going to do work till 12plus today!! hope i can withstand man.. the bed looks really temptinggggg:( rah. ok byebye! tmr is a sunday!! rest well guys!(:
