Thursday, December 28, 2006 @7:47 PM
whoaa. ok i realised i haven done any
reflections for the whole of year 2006. i guess its time for me to reflect on this wonderdul and amazing year! i think im a retard in writing reflections la. booza. anw this year was kind of flip flop.. just spent the year with a light-hearted feeling. i dint put my heart and soul into anything i did. and i guess i've been brooding over nonsensical stuff that will never be back and gahz. oh manzz.. i really think i just swept through this year. somehow like the feeling of "just staying alive, i dunnid to do well. i just need to stay alive and be safe".. in chinese i shall describe it as hun4 shui3 mo1 yu2 (my chi is not tooooo bad:P) then i was reading someone's blog about my 2006 class.. i agree we dun participate in class discussions and strictly speaking, its the heck care thing. ahh i realise we are supposed to voice out and play an active role. somehow it just feels that everyone just wants to stay with people they have been during sec1 and its enuff. during the first semester, nobody seems to have make much new friends or sth.. its only till the end when we realise how much we have lost and how hard we haf to work to gain it back. and i realise how much better it would have been if i had get to noe you guys earlier. but the year is ending and we will be split up AGAIN. ahh thanks rgs so much for the splitting. it will be anuder year of exploring and adapting and associating and initiating. by then, we would have forgotten those trust and friendship we've worked hard on this year. boos. i shall mention ppl that have enriched my life alot this year..
1)lynnette 2)carolyn 3)xian min 4)meng xia 5)gui qi 6)yan ling 7)peiying 8)casslyn 9)chng yan 10)li fang 11)jocelyne 12)jane 13)livia 14)hui qi 15)emelyni hope i dint leave out anyone.. though some of them i only start to really know them at the later part of the year, i do treasure the friendship i haf developed! like lifang and chngyan who taught me cycling.. haha million thanks! sec2 life has been the best.. and i hope im ready for sec3. blahh.. i dunno how im gonna start all over again. howwww. and nxt yr when i haf new classmates, i hope i wont forget the people i've known this yr. i think i will:( but.. i shall try to rmbr by giving presents to you all on your birthdays! haha i think thts kinda a way to rmbr that there was once in a period of my life, im glad to have friends like you!! heheh. and not only sec 2, even friends in sec 1 like xinen! haha xinen doesnt noe i haf a blog, but nvm! though i dun talk much to xinen nowadays, somehow i still feel v close to her. haha and i noe ur emo stuff and dissatisfaction.. hoho. hmm am i actually reflecting.. haha i dunno man.. shall just type anything that comes to mind..
i shall turn the mood to a happier one!!:):) nxt yr we going for OBS as a batch eh! haha i think im like superly excited. where we get to live out there together.. with BUGZZ. haha and so much more is awaiting in the year 2007. and sec3s..thts considered upper sec. haha no more sec2 where we feel kindof lost and all.
ohya.. todae went to sch to help pitch a tent and set up a flagpole! omg.. its super cool and im super glad that i've learnt much from my niceee seniors!! haha i finally saw how a peg looks like and come in such a close distance to the tent! haha omg i sound so noob.. but yah v exciting.. and the dolly(izit correct?) is a brilliang invention!! and the flag pole..whaza its nice to see it upright with three steadypomz rope:) after that, waited for mx to finish tying her baggage rack? haha mx is that what your comm was making?? ur comm like sian diao and the rack was sengeh!! haha but its a gd job and nice rack!!all and all was done, so we went to cineleisure, the place that i nvr want to go back if possible!! but cuz mx wans to buy the death note NOTEBOOK. alamakzz v nice meh.. but ok la not too bad.. haha. and 20bucks ppl! mx is officially crazy. haha also had lunch at yoshinoya and its yummy!! the chocolate doughnut ice cream was weird though.. and mx, the feng1 jing3 there not very good la horr. haha. and feng1 jing3 good also make me feel disgusted and emo and sad and angry and everything. haiyaaa u noe!! yayyy and tmr is cca orientation..pray that it doesnt rain and everything goes smooothly. and tmr mebbe can go out with guiqi, yan, boey, net, mx! hope so. and im feeling so hungry now.. haha is this post long? i seem to have taken alot of time typing.. i need food.
