Tuesday, January 30, 2007 @10:30 PM
HEYHEY!!! its 1030 now. hahaha and im feeling soooo happy that i finished 80% of my social studies FA, 80% of my maths assignment, eng w/s!!! yayyyy!!! and they are all not due tmr!!! so im improving in my working efficiently skills! aha!! im really v v v v happy:) but then..tmr is chionging my jap compo:/ and i think i will need 5 hrs for tht. so thats why i had to finish as much as possible todae!! i haven been reading bks..i shld start manz. my last bk was 5mths ago:/ haha ok then! todae was not too bad.. just tht i got really freaked out when my chem tcher asked me to draw the molecules of h2O. i dunno how it looks like lohh. i felt so dumb laaa. then in the end i managed to bluff through. and then todae was eating fat food day! i ate alotalot.. jelly, guava, noodles soup, egg, bazhang! ahha they are so v nice!! and there's no guides tmr laaa. okok time to reply tags!! haha i feel so loved when ppl tag me!!!! so just tag to SHOW YOUR LOVE. haha!
**gwen! heyhey!!! i noe its shitz la!!! hahaha then wad sia.. u think of me thts v gd:)
weixiang! haha u are mental la.. WEIXIANG IS ONE SUPER GUY. HAHA!
lynnette! oh yah ar!! now tht u mentioin it, i realise tht i mood SWUNG that day alot har!! okok i shant do it again manz!
emelyn! eh brotherrrr. u bodoh cockhead la!! call me summore!!! see you tmr!!
livia! yes yes!! i agree la!!! must smack tumax laaa. i bet she only tells tht someone!!! bleahh. hahaha im gonna BUG her.
kaichi! hoho my darling baichi!!! hahahahha! ok jogging partner also!!! see you!
kahbian! u are not kahbian laaa.. u are ahbian, etc etc etc etc.. haha!
Sunday, January 28, 2007 @9:52 PM
A HAPPY NOTE..LALALA. haha. ok weixiang is weird nowww. probably cuz its at nite.. he really bcums active and madness. mad cow. hahaha. ok u speak so weirdly la ok.. or probably its too bombarded by your ego-ness. but everyone, my brother here is damn nice la ok. he's quite good-looking too. when u are emo or bored, u seriously can talk to him. cuz he can crap you up!!! nice catch ok! haha if u want to noe him ,pls tell me!!
A SAD NOTE. BOOHOOHOO. and this is seriously sad la. a rgs sec2 girl passed away. and someone told me the name, her cca.. and i thought i dint noe her. but i noe her!!!! huiqi told me she's the one!!! im like shattered now. during my sec2 yr, i saw her everytime i go for 3rd lang. so i went up to her and got to noe her. she's the cutest junior i've ever known. and she's really nice and sincere to others. she dint even appear sick!! anw.. i really admire you for your bravery, your spirit, your cheerfulness. though you are no longer with us, you are alwaes in the heart of rgs. really. im starting to be ashame of how little priority i take upon the way i live my life. but like wad i said, im gonna live it well:) and i will alwaes rmbr you!
@6:29 PM
HEY!!! i went to xinyu's blog and the song liang shan bo yu zhu li ye played. omg laa.. im like
WHOOOO. im on the mode where i want to scream to everyone who has ever played a part in my life!!
"I LOVE YOU AND I WANT TO BE WITH YOU!!!" okok im hyper.. but im really in those mood where u are
OVERWHELMED. WAHHHHH. i love you -----!! life is good.. im living it well. :)
@4:08 PM
todae is a sunday.. im usually happy. but this sunday aint a happy one:( not tht someone bullied me (haha) but im just feeling emo.. and i feel whiny. hahaha. ok i shldnt start to whine.. it will be so freaky. i was thinking that time really zooms past us.. and all of us noe we should treasure them well. but i carn do it:( several weeks of school have just passed.. and i dun seem to grow. not literally grow.. but i dun feel anything. and im so sad tht i carn stay awake in class. the feeling sux. i tell myself to keep awake and make every lesson to the fullest.. but i still want to sleep. someone teach me how:( haiiyaa. then after school will be cca and 3rd lang and OM and all.. (oh when im blogging, someone just came online.. tht adds on to my emo-ness) rahhhh. ok talking bout my cca, i really really love my cca can.. but why do some ppl almost actually hate it. i feel bad when someone tells me my cca is slack and boring:( its not in fact:) its how u want to see upon it mah. i used to hate it in sec1. but i realise i haf to contribute and all to start loving it. and im still trying hard:):) anw im glad that my cca brightens my day after several hours of droning lessons:) im looking forward to all the happening activities we are having!! and thanks god i haf emelyn sitting next to me. thank you emelyn for having the same passion!! thank you alot alot. ahh im being dependent at times. and lastly, sth that alwaes smashes my mood is that
someone. i've alwaes known u are different from me, but im not v sure either. are u one who will take time to find sth meaningful and fulfiling? probably you have your very own way la.. at a period of time, we were really close! those cld be the best times of my life.. everything seem to fall nicely in place.. actually.. you nvr will noe how i am feeling rite? i nvr noe how you are feeling right now too:( i miss staying up till 1am, 2am, 3 am, even up till 5am.. im sorry i was so tied up. yea sorry:/ and 3rd feb is coming.. im going to feel lousy again!:/ will you rmbr that day? ahhhh unhappy unhappy! i think im feeling emo partly cuz im listening to ju3 hua1 tai2. the song sounded superly sad la.. haaha ok its a rock song on air now. let's be happyy.
oh yah recently i've been listening to a few same songs. they are nice! i shall put up the links!:)
GIRLFRIENDliang3 zhi1 lian4 ren2dong3 le4tag reply!emelyn! hey brudder! anw emelyn we must be the best tablemates, guides sisters, tarbetians, etc okok!! :)
kacheek! wa i haven got booked this yr yet! except for being late:p u look nicer without ur fringe:) haha see you tmr!!
lynnette! hey!!! hmm be more confident as the cluster i/c! be LOUD. cuz we will support you!! must believe in us and urself too!!
livia! ahh u alwaes pick on my errors! its 46% spoilt! so im not really spoilt! haha! tumax anyhow!! she change url until damn shuang liao!
Friday, January 26, 2007 @8:00 PM
heyhey! im back home at early 7plus todae! im going to consider it early cuz i usually reach home at 8plus:/ ah well.. oh yah, todae wasnt too bad!! but the joke of the day was when mx went "hey what size of the bread do you all want? A4 size?" AHAA. rolls eyes mx!! haha! aiyaa then todae i was playing and messing about with emelyn. i think the two of us are bonkers. we were hitting each other at the shoulders and chest to act meng3. ahahaha. i was luffing like shitz. ahh thanks emelyn for giving me HAPPINESS everyday!!! haha. oh yah.. and kacheek really made my day with her cute face la. she pinned up her fringe and it was so total cute can! eh kacheek must take photo with me one day.. must post up to show how much u look like a kacheek can! haha overall todae was way gd.. considering its a sch day. and oh yah.. the talk today bout the women's everest team. i think they are really gd manz. i want to climb rocks and mountains too!! thts my goallll. aha. yeayea wadever joyce. and hmk isnt tht much.. just tht i need to submit my hostess proposal by today. and im feeling tired:/ someone nice come online and talk to me manz. im so tired tht i can switch off anytime loh. i shall do a quiz la. it's from limei's blog!
http://showersofhope.blogspot.comIN YOUR BEDROOM YOU HAVE[ ] a television[ ] cd player[ ] vcds [ ] dvds[ ] dvd player[ ] playstation [ ] radio[ ] computer[ ] fridge[x] bathroom[ ] postersTOTAL: 1YOU ARE ALLOWED TO[x] party [x] go to the mall with friends[x] eat unhealthy stuff[ ] stay out til past midnight (hmm i dun even noe if i can.. its tiring to stay out tht late can.)[x] have ur own curfew[ ] pick ur own school[x] buy ur own stuff[ ] drive anywhere[ ] drink liquor[ ] curseTOTAL: 5HAVE YOU EVER?[x] talk back to ur parents[ ] sneak out at night[x] been "told" not "scolded"[x] been out of country[ ] shopped til u drop[x] been given more money than u needed[ ] felt u were heavily guarded[ ] spent thousands in one store only[x] made ur parent(s) cry[ ] yelled at ur maid[ ]do not have any maidTOTAL: 5DO YOU[x] have what u need[x] get what u want [ ] travel a lot[x] have a maid[ ] have a driver[x] get a high allowance[ ] do whatever u want[ ] have branded clothing[ ] have a credit card[x] eat whenever u wantTOTAL: 5DO YOUR PARENTS[x]ever scold you for not following your curfew[ ] give u EVERYTHING u want[x] trust you[ ] buy you things for the sake of buying them[x] give you "extra cash" when you're out[x] think u should have the best and only the best[x] want you to be happy[x] help you[x] love you[ ] pay for the mess you've made TOTAL: 7take the total multiply by 2. 23 x 2
=46%
hoho i agree with this quiz:P shall do proposal now le! byebye:)
Thursday, January 25, 2007 @8:19 PM
im using my com again!! haha the week's coming to an end and im so very happy! this wk wasnt really tough.. just abit boring:( but im glad i've got really hyper classmates to keep me awake!! oh and today wad happened ar.. OH. i ate rice with vege and tofu. its super nice!!! haha then i ate alot alot todae.. ppl seating with me shld noe. im going all fat and all la. yup and i must announce sth!
JOYCE OFFICIALLY LIKES PHILOSOPHY!!! haha i nvr liked philo loh. but this yr, our tcher is ms grace lim! she's like super pro and nice and yea manzz.. she succeeded in burning up my passion for philo!! yay i no longer doze off la!! hmm.. and thenn.. had 3rd lang todae also. it was quite ok.. learnt new stuff. and tan sensei is feeling VERY good. he actually gave us our break and dismiss us on time. thanks ar sensei! haha! yup! and im all back home with my chi hmk only to do. and tmr is opening ceremony of interhouse games. and im so thankful to the committee to allow us wearing our hse shirts and cullottes. yay! thank you!! aha the week's really ending manz.. im so very happy!!! haha suddenly im thinking.. "what must u do to be a good blogger?" am i a good one?? yala i am.. i am manz. aha. ok reply tags!
shona! oh yea! but u noe i dun get this sentence.. "it starts when we leave?" like in what way? haha dun say im slow.
weisheng! obs is the boom power!! its ONCE in a LIFETIME. hahaha.
emelyn! haha the song is like so nice rite!!! and u hurt me by saying.. 'it sounded different from my singing" haiyo.
crystalbel! BELLL. hahaha i submitted my chem thing and im super relieved!! i bet u miss steve like shitz. do u even dream about him!!
lynnette! ahhhh/ where got everyday har!!! hahaha NET TAN!!
kacheek! hoho neopet friend!! you dearieee. haha im like so happy to noe u la ok!!
oh i really remember this quote i saw in obs campsite.
"you will nvr discover new islands, unless you haf the courage to lose sight of the shore!"
Tuesday, January 23, 2007 @11:47 PM
I JUST HAD A BIG DINNER AND IM FEELING VERY VERY HUNGRY!!!!and tht feeling just sux la. im so angry with my mother. all about us sleeping late. do u really care? rah i dunno.
ok todae wasnt too bad.. i finally managed to finish all my hmk. but how do i link to the chem page in the inet manz. i think im feeling irritated and frustrated now. cuz of my stomach, cuz of my mum, cuz of lack of sleep!
HORRIBLE NIGHT. anw i saw yunting todae! yayy! haha she so white manz.. contrast colours! okok im really feeling hungry!! can someone tell me why!!!! and the feeling of hunger i really carn tahan la!!! but i've eaten alot alot JUST! i hope tmr is a better day!! at least i will be free after sch!! and i can finally go running!! yayy!
i really realise you are not the one.. its just misses of contactfeeling. im proud of myself:)
Sunday, January 21, 2007 @11:27 PM
heyo! its nearing midnite and im still chionging my hmk!! im so sick of sch, hmk, tchers, lessons.. i dun wan to go back to sch laaa. anw im doing my maths assignment now(which is supposed to be done).. im feeling so dumb la. it's like
i start on the sum then i dunno how to end the sum! like u dunno how to continue then no answer ploops out. so it's left dangling. omg tht kind of feeling is horrible laaa. howww. tmr go sch ask friends.. thts the only way! RAH. sometimes i wished i was a maths freak or sth.
but can someone tell me why we are learning surds and indices?? wads the link to our future career or wad lehh. so then after maths, i still haf bio to do. its about obs so i hope i can do it really fast. mentioning bout obs, i really miss obs like shitz load.
I MISS OBS>BO SENG>STEVE!!!!!haiii if our obs course could be the 21 days one. then i think i will feel even emo when its over. i really miss last week. it has been the best and loveliest. i mean
those courses teach us about our internal 'stuff' and we are emotionally and physically built. aren't those more impt than surds! ok the sch doesnt thinks so. so.. no point! and i still haf my 3rd lang hmk to rush out..
yeeaks. oh! and i wanted to upload the picture i took of my hand!! haha wanted to show ppl my invisible watch tan mark laa. ok tmr i upload. im like
traumatized by it. every morning i see sth white on my hand. alamakz. ok i shan't go on ranting.. i got to complete my hmk manz. and my daddy is rushing out his report for tmr meeting with an angmoh. i can tell how tired he is la. but if i were him, i think i wun be able to take it. he can tahan, i can tahan also!! tmr is sch.. wth. let's see wads so gd bout sch manz. haha to end off the post, i shall reply tags!! hehehe im so so happy ppl tag my board can! yay!
weixiang! eh brother! your trunks on fire!! aha!!
edwin! hehe now u noe i haf a blog! and my hmk is still stuck manz!
lynnette! yes i noe!! i saw u so tanned and red and all!!! haha obs is the memories our sec3 batch'07 nvr forget:)
xinyu! yea!! i miss u also!! thanks for ur sms bout mickeyminnie!
mengxia! tumax!!! haha ur instructors' names are cool manz! let's catch up soon can!
gwen! hey!! haha i must start preparing ur present liao!!! im meeting u soon la can!! but meanwhile, let's all pull through '07 smoothly:)
Saturday, January 20, 2007 @7:30 PM
whoa.. i spent almost 2 hrs blogging about OBS manz. my hands are feeling so sick of typing. haha aiyaa weixiang! u nvr tell me ur instructor is steve loo also loh!! if not i cld haf asked bout you rite! haha anw thank you weixiang for listening to me blabber bout OBS! cuz v few ppl are patient enuff to hear me talk talk talk.. aww. hahaha anw i shall thank you for being such a great friend! for overestimating my weight summore! hahaha. oh yah i haf to reply my tags!
lynnette! dun worry manz! i will nvr be angry with u!!:)
adeline! hey im just back frm obs! ok i linked you!! jiayou for 07!
jingying! hey genie! hahaha yea manz i will link:) gd luck for 07!
gwen! yo manz my fren! OBS is way fun! and i missss you tooo.
weixiang! haha my brother sia!!! eh let's be brothers manz! hahaha the word 'brother' sounds good! HAHAHA. eh brother!!
weisheng! haha no prob! i link u right away manz! good luck for 07!
after blogging bout OBS, i m really feeling emo manz. i miss bo seng and steve so much laa. i dun wanna go back to sch. sch sux. and i still haf maths assignment, social studies w/s, bio w/s, om to look through, etc. rahhh i haf no time!!! or rather, i dun feel like doing. i wan to watch hua1 yang4 shao4 nian2 shao4 nu3 now! yayy! the next ep shld be up by now!! brothers sisters bosengs kurts see you guys on monday!!!:)
@5:21 PM
HELLO BLOG!!! im back from OBS!!!
3 cheers that im having good food and sleep! but
3 boos im missing bo seng and steve! i shall write my
JOURNAL FOR OBS'07!Day 1.i was lugging big bags down my hse and took a cab to school. i was feeling chao tired la.. like oh manz. then in school, everyone was there! cool manz! but being in pe shirt and slacks totally look like some dunno wad! haha but anw zoom we were at punggol jetty then touched down at pulau ubin liao!! feeling damn excited la. then gathered at the MPH and waited and waited.. finally grouped us together as BO SENG watch and our instructor was steven loo. haha crytalbel's line! "hi im steven loo. but u can call me steve!" yea yea.. then i thought it was like die liao.. our instructor is a male and we're not gonna haf fun manz. (hoho luckily its the opposite!) yes then went around campsite 1, had lunch!! and day 1 is super good start loh. Bo seng went for kayaking and its samn exciting! we learnt how to 'inspect' a kayak, learn the parts of it, choose your paddle, how to paddle, etc etc.
then it was raining summore! so we were totally drenched.. but continued our activity anw. then wore on life vests and went into the sea!! i must say its damn freaky! i nvr dared to even enter the sea and im walking in now. haha yah then super cold but yea we are doing it all together! yup then we had capsize drill which is supper thrilling!! i was freaking out whether i wld sprain anything when i capsize!!! but luckily it was fun fun fun!! i learnt so much stuff la.. then partnered with the super light crystalbel!! haha our kayak was like drifting away from the rest!! then we dunno how to turn our kayaks!!! so we were like omg dunno where!! haha freaky la. then also learnt how to rescue capsized ppl and kayaks. it was a good day!! i was feeling so accomplished at the end of the day:) then had dinner at the cook house, reflections, etc.. and off to sleep on my wooden bed(cuz the mattresses were ants-infested).
Day 2woke up super early! like 5am!! then brush teeth, wash face, apply mosquito repellent..tada went to the place next to MPH and flag raising ceremony starts.. did PT which was tiring!!!! haha and cheered raffles cheer which was kinda retarrd laa. yes! then went for belaying course, rock climbing all sorts. i like la!!! see people climb so high!! but sadded, time constraint then i carn climb!! haha but ohwells.. i can climb anuder day!! then later we had to pack up and set off for campsite 2!! the bagpack was SO DAMN HEAVY!!!!! like carrying some big stone or sth!! i carn even lift it up laa. blah and i wanted to die when i thought of trekking with it. but ohwells.. we are doing it all together!! and the best thing is tht my bag is filled with our watch's rice.. the rice is like heavy.. rahhhh so just hung on and trekked!!! sweat was dripping la.. i was puffing in out in out in out.. then finally reached campsite 2!!! throw off my bag and WHOA! explored campsite 2 and i was wondering how im going to sleep in the woods. it was so wet and everything. then not much lights! cuz they switched off the generator due to the rainy season.. oh manz. but yah, we went of to learn how to pitch our bashas and cook our very own food! thanks rachel and lynn for cooking! dinner was GOOD!
we had maggi mee and curry chicken! yayness..then we bathed(feels so good)! yup then it was briefing with our buddy watch KURT!! i LOVE KURT I LOVE KURT!!! haha the instructors told us we wld be rowing out boats to frog island!!!!! they showed us the map and i was like RAALY!! WE ARE ROWING TO ANOTHER ISLAND!!?? LIKE ARE U SURE WE CAN?? haha i seriously nvr knew we cld do such stuff la. so yup i was one of the 4 expedition leaders then felt so freaked out whether anything wld happen on the boat. so i went to sleep, feeling so scared and also excited bout the next day! and the worst thing was i was sleeping at the outer most of the basha.. i cldnt sleep well tht night seriously!! i was worrying all day whether any wild boar or wad wld come in!! scared like shitz la. and i nvr felt tht cold b4.. so freaking cold. brr.
Day 3.its a brand new day!! haha my watch super kiasu! we needed to gather at 730! then we woke up at 5 la!!! then in the end it was like pitch dark, cldnt do anything.. so we stoned for 1 hr and finally started to unpitch out bashas!! then washed up, packed and folded our ponchos, packed our bagpacks, life vests.. and disgusting loh.. everyone wore the wet shoes that was worn during kayaking alr. so it was like grossss to be wet. haha then gathered at the jetty and briefed about the different parts of the boat!! learnt about the ore, the locks, the stern, the 'steering wheel'! and i nvr knew we had to row backwards!! haha its SUPER FUN!!! so we stepped into our boats! feeling so super anxious to set off! yup applied sunblock, put on cap,, put on life vests,, took waterbottles, tada off we wentttt. rowed and rowed and rowed!! was like commanding the entire boat of 6 rowers "1 2 1 2 1 2 1 2" 1 was ores up, 2 was ores down. haha got so thirsty can! then cuz one of the boat was not catching up and rowing too slow, so we had to exchange people in the boats.. did lots of exchanging la.. then in the end i was at the back rowing. its FUN!!!! then the command changed to "up down up down up down" haha we went commanding this two words for 6 whole hrs!! but yea the sun was burning la. so super hot. anw it was really fun and touching to row out with friends!! so we rowed and finally saw pulau sekulu! our frog island! sang the frog song !
1 2 3 4 5 once i caught a frog alive!6 7 8 9 10 then i let it go again!!yay manz! had bread, biscuits and oranges for lunch and off we rowed back to pulau ubin again! haha on the way, we had to watch out for those kelongs, boats, anchors, to keep in shore.. haha i nvr will forget this wonderful experience i haf la. i love boseng and kurt!! yes then we reached our jetty again on time!! everyone was sun burnt!! like almost la.. i wasnt:) just tht nw i haf a super obvious tanned mark on my right hand. its like u can see this watch shape thts white! and the others is so tanned.
rahhh now i haf a watch on my hand alwaes thts doesnt exist. it looks weird la. haha so we went up the jetty and everyone just sprayed themselves with water!! we grabbed hoses and just drenched ourselves.. cuz we cldnt bathe after anuder1 or 2 days.. haha so might as well just drench ourselves.. it felt refreshing manz... no longer stinking of salty seawater. so after tht chiong to pack up our bags and we were off trekking towards anuder campsite. i was feeling so sian of carrying my bagpack!!! cuz it was ust too heavy!!! was it like 15kg??? i think around there la! so trekked and trekked.. all the sweat was gross. but yah reached campsite 3 and it was like entering the ant hole can!! whole place was filled with ants.. then started pitching our bashas and cooking food in pure darkness. hoho how nice.. there weren't any lights out there.. and everyone was flashing their torchlights. most of us were having motion sickness cuz we were rowing out boats for 6 hrs just, and plus all the flashing of torch light, i was feeling so giddy, those type where u want to just throw up. but anw thanks to lynn and rachel again for cooking! we had maggi mee (again!) and campbell soup! good manz. so then we had a short talk with steve!! i was feeling so tired la.. then rachel lynn pauline were fuzzy wuzzy-ing, etc etc.. all those thinking drained out all my energy... i wanted to just conk out. but sadded.. i had to do sentry duty for one hr!!! so stayed up, watched out for any wild animals.. and finally i cld go into the basha and sleep. haha it was chao ji cold la.. everyone wore their shoes and slept. i was shivering in the middle of the nite. buay tahan lah.
Day 4.haha anuder day begins!! morning was stuffing ourselves with mushrooms and sardines! cuz we wanted to clear off the canned food tht weigh a ton! yah we had to trek for hours later on and we dint want any extra weight manz.. haha thanks to han lyn for just stuffing herself with mushrooms. she must be traumatized by mushrooms. hahaha! yep! then packed up and went to trek and look for various checkpoints. i was feeling exhausted.. so so so tired... i wanted to stop but as wad i alwaes say! we are doing this altogether!! we continued la.. trekked on and on and on. oh manz. ate milo powder along the way and just went on. we finally stopped at the reservoir fo lunch and everyone was like super relived!! we cleared as much food as we can then talked loads of crap with9in bo seng and steve. haha steve seems to be interested with our sch maths tcher manz. hahaha. but anw it was fun la!!! ramyia being all crazy bout K.L! hahahaha!so we talked for one whole hr and it started to drizzle. OMG. i nearly puked while putting on the poncho. it was so stinko and sandy and JUST PURE SMELLY. the sands were like stuck to my face and into my hair!!! everyone was disgusted la.. but anyhow we trekked all the way back to our paradise, campsite 1!!!! reached campsite 1 and we dropped flat.. whoa it was tiring la! so glad we reached our dorms finally!!
so yup we had to start washing our ponchos, ground sheets, basha, mess tine, life vests, iron pegs, water bottles, jerry cans, etc. hoho best manz. all of us just buck up and went to wash.. saw everyone's tired faces la.. but yea this is OBS manz. also bathed!!! like finally feeling clean again! so after all tht work we had dinner!!! finally at the cookhouse again!!! haha it was proper food!! chicked wings!!!! syrup drinks!! haha washed our plates and all. yepyep.. then had our reflection time again and steve told us story about ' i wish u enuff'.. aiya it was damn emo la.. i was tearing.. and yea i believe many of us teared too. it was the final goodbye the next day, at least to steve:( went back to dorm feeling really emo.. then we rmbr tht we haven shitted for 4 days la!!! so 12pm, the kurt ppl come and kachiao us.. (hahahha. we were supposed to sleep strictly at 11 anw) yala kurts wan us to go over and makan party. they finished all their food la!! big-eaters manz! bo seng was like so much food left! so we took food and went over. makan party began and we were like obsesed with prunes!! wanted to pangsai the next day! but fiona said i strictly only can eat 5!! awwww. hahaha. but yea after tht we went back to our dorms! had a session of girls' chat with crystalbel, kaichi and yanyu! i was feeling v tired actually.. but yea talked on.. haha now u 3 noe my stuff.. dun blurt it out ok!!! ahahha. conk.. i slept and sweet dreams. i was feeling so good to finally sleep on my wooden bed than sleeping in the basha.
Day 5.we overslept la!! luckily kurt banged our dorr and we woke up at 530!! we had to gather at 555 at the flag raising ceremony. so chiong chiong chiong.. whoa just on time.. or slightly later:p PT was slacker.. then we went on to haf our last breakfast together as bo seng. haiz i was feeling darn lousy la.. i will miss bo seng. after tht we went back to our class to gather. i felt shitted. i was like wth la.. i wan bo seng!!! suddenly i feel so weird with 304.. i dunno why:( so had all those stn games.. i shant describe them in detail cuz i dint really enjoyed them. probaly cuz i was too tired la. yea then i became a brother of the brothers!! hahaha brothers and jie muis rite!! oh yea manz. so then had our lunch rationing.. and it was the 30sec of fame. right la.. steve dint tell us about it! so bo seng was like kanchiong-ing!! haha but yea we made it thru anw. i think we did well bo seng!!! 3 cheers!! WHEEE! haha yay
"steven loo soon chiat. we will miss you!"
so we went back to our dorms, got our bagpacks and gathered at the concourse for the last time as BO SENG. rahhh sad la. we got numbers, email adds, autographs, everything. all of us will miss steve i noe it!! then we had to get on the boat and leave pulau ubin alr.
through OBS, i really learnt so much stuff bout myself. i nvr thought i could so stuff like kayaking, trekking for so long, sleeping in bashas, etc i nvr knew how much i could bond with bo sengs tht i nvr knew at the start. i nvr knew how much these bonds meant to me.and i nvr knew how much each and every bo seng makes a difference. these 5 days haf been the best experience of my life.we have came together as BO SENG and pulled through. those litres of sweat tht we had and tears we shed will alwaes be rmbred la!!! it's all these memories with friends tht matter much much more than other nonsensical issues. seeing ourselves being so brave, telling jokes to keep ourselves awake really touched me. we nvr thought we could prepare all our basics ourselves. sleeping in the cold nights in bashas with you all has been memorable:) discussing so much of what to wear every now and then will be missed too:) rowing in the boat for 6 hrs has been an endurance too. we nvr cld haf made it so far if not for everyone's perseverance and patience with one another. im proud of bo seng and kurt!!to kaichi, thanks for alwaes being with me! thanks for luffing and all! thanks for ur patience with me! thanks for sharing with me bout ur happening life! thanks for setting so much stuff we cld do tgt in the hols! thanks for telling me ur opinions! thanks alot alot!to yanyu, thanks for luffing at my laughter! thanks for waiting patiently until i finish luffing! thanks for getting wad i meant! thanks for knowing y i luff! thanks for getting stuff for me in the dark though its really troubesome! thanks for sharing the weight of the jerry can and the mess tins! thanks for scrubbing mess tins with me! thanks alot alot!to crystalbel, thanks for lending me a pair of trackpants, if not i wld had stink like anything! thanks for talking to me in the night! thanks for sleeping at the upper deck! thanks for keeping me going! thanks for being such a cheerful girl! thanks alot alot!to shona, thanks for telling me porn songs! thanks for entertaining me! thanks for luffing so hystrically alwaes, it really triggers me off! thanks for having such a nice surname thts pronounced as lui! thanks for being so happy alwaes alwaes! thanks for helping me pitch up bashas! thanks alot alot!to ramyia, thanks for having such a farni face! thanks for being so nice and patient at me for alwaes luffin at you! (sorry ok, i really feel like luffing just looking at you:P) thanks for hypening us with K.L! thanks for being in love with cows! thanks for your funny way of talking! thanks alot alot!to han lyn, thanks for ur randomness! thanks to ur craze over steve's toes! thanks for your cute way of complaining bout your sunburnt scalp! thanks for alwaes holding the medi (prada) bag! thanks for being such an entertainer for me! thanks for loving me(haha!) thanks alot alot!to sharon, thanks for taking care of the store! thanks for helping empty bottles and craryying them back to the store! thanks for being such a cute girl! thanks for being so comical! thanks alot alot!to fang yi, thanks for being SO CUTE!!!! thanks for hugging me! thanks for tolerating my nonsense! thanks for letting me call you so whiny whiny way! thanks for helping us so much so much! thanks for helping me unpitch the basha! thanks for helping carry bottles! i really will miss saying you are skinny!!thanks alot alot!to pauline, thanks for pitching bashas with me! thanks for fuzzy wuzzy-ing! thanks for being so joker! thanks for getting to catch up again! thanks for being so nice! thanks for helping caarrying groundsheet! thanks alot alot!to rachel, thanks for being such a cool friend! thanks for helping me carry the bag of food! thanks for helping whenever need be! thanks for beeing our sweepers! thanks for writing our bo seng card! thanks for being so high alwaes! thanks alot alot!to lynn, thanks for being so nice to everyone! thanks for being so friendly! thanks for helping carry bottles! thanks for leading us on! thanks for breaking the ice! thanks for ur nice heart! thanks alot alot!to livia, thanks for alwaes giving me mosquito repellent! thanks for alwaes enduring my nonsense! thanks for loving bo seng so much! thanks for being so brave despite ur wound to keep spirits high! thanks for tying up our clothes line! thanks for ur crapping! thanks alot alot!to grace, thanks for being the gentle girl! thanks for carrying mess tins to the stores! thanks for carrying so much stuff though u are skinny!:p thanks for being so sweet! thanks alot alot!to huiwen, thanks for helping in everything! thanks for washing our mess tins and pot! thanks for helping carrying food! thanks alot alot!to justina, thanks for navigating! thanks for pitching bashas! thanks alot alot!last but not least..
to steve, thanks for being our instructor! thanks for forgiving bo seng alwaes being late! thanks for your concern! thanks for trusting our ability! thanks for giving us time to reflect! thanks for guiding us so well! thanks for keeping us going! thanks for loving bo seng! thanks alot alot!
YES! and not to forget my beloved buddy watch, KURT!!! we are the BURD! haha casslyn, fiona, jingxian, shermaine, sharon, lisa, phoebe, etc etc! thank you for helping us along the way! giving us encouragement! seeing u guys made us really move on!!
OBS HAS BEEN SUCH A LIFE TURNING POINT AND WE NVR WILL DISCOUNT OURSELVES! i wish Bo Sengs enuff:)
Friday, January 12, 2007 @10:01 PM
HEYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!! the week has ended and i just feel like giving one last yell to officially end it manz. it has been a tiring week of proposals, getting adjusted and all! and im all looking forward to OBS thts in a few days' time!!! YAY!! i think im really excited to pack my bag!!! its like the most looked foward thing! haha and weixiang makes it sounds so fun manz!! like life back to basics.. is GOOD. aha! yay yay yay.. haha *hystrical mode.
and i still realise i haf alot of things to do before going for obs.. like alot alot of hmk! and i haf to decorate(cut and paste) into patrol logbook!!!! if not i will be scolded:P haha ok life is sooo good now. and emelyn i love you for singing tons of songs with me todae!!! its a good and nice feeling to singsingsing:) OBS!!!! the whole batch!! the whole class! and i noe 304 is gonna bond!! aha!! okie reply tags!
yi ling! heyheyheyyyy. wad sotong har! haha maths is tiring!!! u ar... AND YOU! JIAYOU FOR 2007! u are a senior now!!!!
weixiang! OBS IS CHAO JI FUN!!! IM GOING NEXT!!! HOHO. and when i go, please keep my tagboard at least half alive. i dun want it to die a horrible death! aha!
byebye!
@12:05 AM
ok todae shall be an emo day:( blah i hate my life! everything is leaving me.. i noe it!! and you noe it.. haiii. and i was saying i love the song don3 le4. and i think i really love the song. its my motivation:) yay obs is coming..i wan to at least singapore for a while.. cuz its horrible. rahh wadever. gdnite! but im still glad tht there's guides tmr! yeaa.
Wednesday, January 10, 2007 @8:18 PM
yayy updates! aha todae was a good but tiring day! first, how are we going to survive by having MATHS EVERYDAY???? Like howww?? Mebbe rgs shld put maths at the last block everyday. Cuz maths really takes up all our energy of the day. Oh manz. But I think maths is really a cool topic.. just tht I just carn make it. Oh yah.. livia is so totally over about our ss tcher. Aha! Livia get a hold!! Then todae ms seetoh was nice again:) she gave us another hour to work on our essays!!! Yayy manz. Though it was not really productive but yeaaa I wrote a few paragraphs!! WHEE. Actually I think my essay is going to flopp and die horribly. Cuz I dun see any relationship between my essay and the title!!! Thts like BLAH. I dunno why I am still continuing to write the story. Aha but im just lazy to start again.. then todae was anuder luffing day, aha luff like hell lot. Telling livia and emelyn bout flabs again and luffing all over again!! Oh manz. Luffing is good!!! Oh then after sch had games comm meeting..good manz. Like the rough thing is out!! And proposal due so soon!!! I will do it by tomorrow?? aha ok actually shld be now. yea shall do it after blogging! Yay then todae went home with mx! Heard nice songs… WHOOHOO. And there’s 3rd lang tmr.. yawnza. And then shall go j8 to buy files!!!! yay! Oh and tmr we are entertaining some Saudi Arabians???? aha I hope it will be fun and a good experience( though I’ve got no idea wad izzit)! yea yea yea.. looking forward to tmr and fri and to my dearest wkend! Byebye!
Tuesday, January 09, 2007 @9:13 PM
i haven been blogging for the past few days.. mainly cuz im busy!!! rahh and i still owe yenyee the script. sorry yenyee! i mean its my fault..blah. by tmr!! yalaa then there's still commonwealth essay.. oh manz. tell me howww. but im glad i wrote like one-third of it! so there's two-third more:( haha and sch's life is picking up.. v cool. i will work hard MAN! haha anw livia and emelyn had enuff nonsense of me todae i noe:P they were like totally ENUFF and livia resorted to ignoring me! aha i was pretending to be a car and everything.. and emelyn gave the idea of going to the toilet to pump petrol. aha nice one! yay and i think i can now say that i've made new friends in 304!! like kai chi, crystalbel, li mei, fiona, si min, etc etc. whoohoo its like so many so many more!! yea manz! but tablang.. todae saw my geog tcher. errr not tt i wan to comment or wad.. but i just hope for the best! :) todae had om..it was quite good, not too bad! but need to work harder and harder and harder la!! wad else...... oh i came home and just plopped on my chair, went to youtube and watch hua yang shao nian shao nu!! its been such a long time since i watch! and all the way for 3hrs, i watched till ep 8. and sadly, 9 isnt up yet!! ahh nvm it serves as a restrain for me too:) basically i dint do much work todae and im feeling this grahhh feeling. i shld be typing the script i wrote.. rahh sorry im a procrastinator. tmr is a brand new day.. and im waiting for this week to finally end... oh oh yah.. im obsessed with the song dong3 le4!! its sang by TANK. and its way good and touching. izzit considered an emo song?? boohoo cuz i can cry while listening to it... and i really really think im lacking of ____________ and i want a ____________. AHA. ok OBS quick comee!!
Saturday, January 06, 2007 @6:04 PM
FIRSTLY I MUST WISH GWENNY AND JANEE
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MANZ! haha its in red cuz its the hot thing! aha anw both of you twins rite!! and all the way for 2007! i noe u 2 will do very well la.. and u two are chao farni, chao blur! ok gwenny first, thanks for being my buddy from p3 to p6!! until now also i noe! pri sch u were like my other half or sth.. the clique! hahaha thx ok!! if u were a baddie, i wldnt be wad i m now! yupyup thx for accepting me for who i am!! aha i still think the photo frame thing, the dragonfly thing, etc etc was so dumbza. i shall say wad happened.. i made two dragonflies with rafia string, then passed one to gwen! then i said whoever lost it will lose, so we must be connected by the dragonflies! hahaha ok i think im really bodoh tht time. anw u are loved!!
tadaaa then my dear jane! my friend since p3 till right NOW. same class last yr and i think tht made us really close. u were like my clique! haha i miss those times when u make the whole grp luff like shitz! rahh coomeee back! now u are so up with drill trng!! but i still must say gd luck for ur comp!! rgsrcy is STRONG i noe!! haha yup u are loved alsoo!!
yay after blogging bout the 2 bdae girls, i shall reply tags!:)
++++mengxia! haha u and wx quibblequibble! shh peaceeee. hahaha but u 2 v cute liddat!! awwwww sai! hoohoohoo. yea manz! u haf passion har!! thts v good! so dun pon anymore!! but if u do, tell me harrr.. later i break down!! AHA anw slater is a doctor huh?? LEY LEY LEY!!!
yanling! chao ren no.1! why u alwaes cry!!! i cry one two times only!! but those dramas are chao nice!!! one day we organize some gathering then can watch!! thts v sweetening! i like!!
weixiang! woii u ar.. getting lamer laaa. ok la u v smart!!! and u love pink nehzxzxz. rahh i really envy u for going obs much earlier than me laaa. rahh. haf fun!! and i noe u will get STRONGER and TANNER after tht. lynnette! yo lynnette! dun cry with yanling!! aha tearss. i shall write a letter for the special u by monday!!:):)
then todae like really nth to do:( but i watched this how on channel u around 2pm? its super nice and sweet! its like the guy and the girl v whoooo good manz! and i think im starting to like the tarbet hse t-shirt! its not too bad actually! haha quite nice la!! then i've got to start on the entertainers' badge script!! blahhh i haf to stop procrastinating. bye!
Friday, January 05, 2007 @6:11 PM
todae wasnt too bad! i think i shall make friends with the new faces bhind my row.. crystalbelle, li mei and.. kai chi! haha ok i think the three of them look v friendly la. thanks god! todae we saw our ss and chem tcher. not too bad! haha yay manz.. just tht they want us to be independent learners la. and thts tough enuff for me. haha but nvm i will learn alot alot along the way! and im chao happy chao happy chao happy!!! i watched hua1 yang4 shao4 nian2 shao4 nu3 just now!! finally watched up till ep 6! then sadded.. ep 7 is not up yet izzit?? rahh quickkk. anw the show is reaaali v nice!! then i cried when ella was like 10% molested. so agonizing loh. then wu zun the hero! like v cliche.. haha but like chao nice!! wayyy good.
back to talking bout sch.. im v v glad that the weekends are here.. there are finally here. just 3 days and it has been super tiring. really. i think im not used to it yet manz. all i need is sleep. haha ok jkjk. and i haven taake my lunch till now.. im hungrayye.
and i was thinking tht life seems abit empty and un-happening now. i think its liddat for my age i guess.. my friends are having similar lives but somehow.. haiya. and i think im losing friends one by one.. ok not tht serious.. but i've alr lost 2 close friends.. and main reason is cuz i dint bother to catch up with them. and i sense that im getting lazier to talk to ppl man.. as in msn, sms, etc.. i miss those days when i talk on the phone way past midnite with you. poof gone. oh yah, anw is there really going to be an entertainers' profi meeting tmr? somebody tell me.. ahh i shall go work on my script now. but before that, let's do some quiz to hypen myself.. yawns.
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Thursday, January 04, 2007 @11:11 PM
haha i finally found the time for todae to blogg. anw todae was much better than ytd. we got to noe our form tcher, ms sth. haha i seriously dunno whether to classify her as nice or weird loh. she better not read this. haha she like keeps talking, she says she loves to talk. but must restrain la i hope. but its still tahan-able. so v good:) then i still haven noe any new friends. how pathetic is thattt.. bleahh. tmr i shall make friends i hope!!! haha then went to haf lunch with liv, yan, mx, ziyi, wenting! ohmanzz i like! its nice to be bck with ppl u are familiar with. but anyhow, we need to adaaapt. after tht was jap. i was worrying for days that i will haf a horrid sensei! surprisingly, he was nice todae..good mood i guess. and since its the first lesson.. ohwells. i bet he will change loh. then this year's class has so many new faces. haha i guess its nice too. make friends i hope! HMMM.. and then im all tired from taking the train all the way frm bishan to clementi. rahhh tired.. how m i going to survive the year. and worst, tmr is lessons alr!!! i think i will doze off. haiz let's see how it goes la.. whoowhoo. haaha i shall reply to tags now!!
lynnette! haha u arr.. come let me smack you can? hahaha anuder day ok!! i miss you manzz. and i need to noe bout YOU. muaha
yanling! chaoren! v good u noee. i love the ppl around you. u are in paradise! haha with cheese and wine! hahaha.
mengxia! tumaxxxx. todae ar...someone told me u go out with AAHHHHHEEEMMMM! rah better tell me u pigg. haha we can study science together. tht i agreeee. u can come to my hse all over again and study and gym and pool. thts v good. YES. hahaha and u dun anyhow link wx to meee. later he buay song. HAHA.
weixiang! alamak you. u were online then nvr talk to me la! thanks AR! haha and obs is wayyy fun (i think). when u guys going man! hahaha do u love the pink i did for ur beloved name!!
thomas! ooza u are 2mas! hahaha xmas! ok i carn luff at my joke at all. and im v fine thankyou!! AND OBS IS FUN. SAY ITS FUN OK!!! SAY!!!! hahaha.
shufen! hey you big big woman! haha u not free now ar!! i noe u adapting! i noe!!me also!! my sch is not too bad la.. yea call me soon har! :):)
haha ok dats bout all. and im longing for a ________________. yea manz. haha i shall bloghop then go sleeep.
Wednesday, January 03, 2007 @9:28 PM
ooza im going to reflect on the first first day of school! im in 304! haha i hope it will be an excellent and nice and wonderful class loh. anw todae was boring.. it was talks the whole way through.. where got spend a day liddat wan loh. haiii. but anw my butt hurts from all the sitting. haha but luckily the obs briefing was not toooo bad. im looking forward to obs. yaywhee! haha and house meeting was fun too. caught up with the 108 good friends like xinen, pamo, moooony, eileeen, lizaaa, syahidaaaah.. haha ok sounds wrong. but yala it was nice and super nice. all of you still as nice as before! and moony is still as spastic. haha. thenn learnt a new cheer.. OHOH YOU"RE IN TROUBLE. TARBET COMES ALONG AND BURST YOUR BUBBLE. ooooh. hahaha. but sadly, todae i dint make new friends! rahh ok its quite saddening. i shall aim to like make 5 friends tmr? and its good tht we are having icebreakers. v good. anw 304! though we see new faces now! i think we can really make a great class!! haha i reallly think so leh.. like all of us are nice.. wahaha so good. but i still miss alot of ppl like tumax, peiying,gui qi, lynnette, carolyn, xianmin, etc etc. so many! anw all the way for everyone!! haha and todae had lunch with the 201 loves! alamakz so fun and hypering. and we saw the dumb underwear thts v creaative. aha. and i must thank JANE for buying me a new waterbottle!! its nice JANE! haha thanks alot alot. i dint talk much to you todae leh:( rahh tmr must hor. pls come to meee. hahaha. then i m feeling all tired and sick of going to sch.. not tht its piggifying but it takes up alot alot of my energy. then i feel so tired. and i haf 3rd lang tmr. haiz. i haf no mood for 3rd lang at all. sensei is horrible. ok tmr is a better day in rgs! i noe it!! yea man. haha ok i hope to catch at least anuder part of hua1 yang4 shao4 nian2 shao4 nu3!!! YAYYY happening!!!
Tuesday, January 02, 2007 @8:27 PM
in like less than 24 hrs, sch's going to re-OPEN. blah and its so saddening when everyone doesnt wish to be separated:( damn sad la! but no choice.. got to adapt adapt adapt! then we become adapters rite? haha. ohwells.. just saddening laaaa. grah shld i look forward to tmr.. hahaha ok no point thinking. time wldnt wait for me. and yay happy thing is mummy is buying a new bag for me somewhere outside i dunno where.. hope my mum buys a nice one! rah since im like sadded now.. i shall do quizes. haha yayy!
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haha ok tadaaa enuff! though they aren't accurate.. but im boreddd. ok time to blog bout ppl! limweixiang is a dingdong. yes todae u are one! laaaa i need to go off!! SCH IS TMR. im gonna see everyone! OOH
@5:46 PM
HELLO 2 OH OH 7!!! hahaha ok lame. shall reply tags first!
lynnette! haha good for u ok! u are in the same class as mx! and i tell u i LOVE the no.8! its like the best no. mine is 4. nice anot. bleh. hahaha see you tmr!
mengxia! maximum tumax! rahh i really envy u la ok! i shall visit ur class alot of times!! and u carn go gyming with me alr rite!! I WANT TO SCREAM. ok nvm im going to pester u tmr! haha!
peiying! hehe u are still so cute man! not tht u are ranked seven! i think u are no.1 la! haha without u, i probably will be emo for the whole of yr 2006. u are adorable! and i will miss ur random drawings with me!!
jane! hey you janeeee! u noe u are not only 12 rite!! u are v impt to meee! cuz u alwaes make me luff until i dunno wad to but keep luffing! haha i wan to luff summore..so u talk to me more tmr!
yanling! wo de chaoren! haha u will be rmbred too! confirm! u alwaes EAT IN CLASS. see you tmr!! :)
yay anw its the new year..but it dint seem to start with a boom! haha i hope sch tmr will be fun and adaptable! i think i really will not be used to waking up early all over again! but bo pian.. and i've decided to take the public transport to sch every every morning without fail! i will like save 60bucks in a week. i hope i can wake up in time tmr! haha and i think rgs is so wonderfully superb to have changed the class list! not tht i dun wan some ppl to be in my class.. but more ppl tht i noe are in my class! thts v good. everyone shld be happier with the new class list:) haha and my mum bought me a new wallet! she got tht long kind for me.. its nice la, but like quite diff to hold it comfortably. but nvm.. its new! hehe.
anw this week has been quite boring and i believe sch will help alotalot in reducing boredom. haha sch brings sianness also. nth i can do! yay ytd i chatted with someone i alwaes wanted to but difficult. though nth will turn out of it, im touched la. and i read tht only two letters which i loved the most.. was wondering why everything turned out tht way. mebbe i shldnt haf gone overseas tht time. haha ok anything.
then todae went shopping with mum at the urban sale. its quite cheap compared to other places! like loads of sale and discounts. v good. :) haha so im back at home trying to complete some work before sch reopens very very soon. haha and is there 3rd lang this week? i hope there's none till like feb or sth. cuz i shall announce tht my 3rd lang tcher is horrid. total man. no joke.. i can sit up straight for 2whole hours just to keep myself alive and not in trouble. rahhhh moelc is my officially hell. and i shall boost up my courage against my teacher.. so i will heck care him. haha yay my aim! then.. i heard many of my classmates quitted, esp one who dint tell me at all. thanks ar. anw u will not be seeing this.. but i still must say WHY YOU DAO ME SUDDENLY. haiya dunno wad happen to you la.. and it seems tht i carn help at all. and i dun mean anything in your life. all the way for year 2007 in ur sch:)
then just now.. i was like semi pissed cuz of sth. COOOOOL.
haha to end off with a happy note.. im seeing all my DEAR FRIENDS TMR FINALLY! and janeee is giving me a present. v good! haha and i will see LESMANA. haha byebye!