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Sunday, January 28, 2007 @4:08 PM

todae is a sunday.. im usually happy. but this sunday aint a happy one:( not tht someone bullied me (haha) but im just feeling emo.. and i feel whiny. hahaha. ok i shldnt start to whine.. it will be so freaky. i was thinking that time really zooms past us.. and all of us noe we should treasure them well. but i carn do it:( several weeks of school have just passed.. and i dun seem to grow. not literally grow.. but i dun feel anything. and im so sad tht i carn stay awake in class. the feeling sux. i tell myself to keep awake and make every lesson to the fullest.. but i still want to sleep. someone teach me how:( haiiyaa. then after school will be cca and 3rd lang and OM and all.. (oh when im blogging, someone just came online.. tht adds on to my emo-ness) rahhhh. ok talking bout my cca, i really really love my cca can.. but why do some ppl almost actually hate it. i feel bad when someone tells me my cca is slack and boring:( its not in fact:) its how u want to see upon it mah. i used to hate it in sec1. but i realise i haf to contribute and all to start loving it. and im still trying hard:):) anw im glad that my cca brightens my day after several hours of droning lessons:) im looking forward to all the happening activities we are having!! and thanks god i haf emelyn sitting next to me. thank you emelyn for having the same passion!! thank you alot alot. ahh im being dependent at times. and lastly, sth that alwaes smashes my mood is that someone. i've alwaes known u are different from me, but im not v sure either. are u one who will take time to find sth meaningful and fulfiling? probably you have your very own way la.. at a period of time, we were really close! those cld be the best times of my life.. everything seem to fall nicely in place.. actually.. you nvr will noe how i am feeling rite? i nvr noe how you are feeling right now too:( i miss staying up till 1am, 2am, 3 am, even up till 5am.. im sorry i was so tied up. yea sorry:/ and 3rd feb is coming.. im going to feel lousy again!:/ will you rmbr that day? ahhhh unhappy unhappy! i think im feeling emo partly cuz im listening to ju3 hua1 tai2. the song sounded superly sad la.. haaha ok its a rock song on air now. let's be happyy.
oh yah recently i've been listening to a few same songs. they are nice! i shall put up the links!:)

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emelyn! hey brudder! anw emelyn we must be the best tablemates, guides sisters, tarbetians, etc okok!! :)
kacheek! wa i haven got booked this yr yet! except for being late:p u look nicer without ur fringe:) haha see you tmr!!
lynnette! hey!!! hmm be more confident as the cluster i/c! be LOUD. cuz we will support you!! must believe in us and urself too!!
livia! ahh u alwaes pick on my errors! its 46% spoilt! so im not really spoilt! haha! tumax anyhow!! she change url until damn shuang liao!