yes, Jesus loves me!

Sunday, March 18, 2007 @4:00 PM

emo emo:(
i dunno why laa. but i think the songs im listening to now ar.. all haf been sad and touching ones :( and march hols are ending so super duper soon. tmr is sch again! actually i dunno wad to say.. i feel like whining to myself. and great manz.. i haf jap at moelc tmr:/ i haven done any single shit of jap work. im so going to get it from sensei tmr laa. sometimes i wonder whether i really like jap.. or do i find a purpose in taking jap.. so what if i can speak jap in future.. all the japs wld haf known how to speak eng.. if i dun enjoy jap now.. might as well quit it.. but wad bout the money i haf spent on txtbks and the past 2yrs i haf wasted.. EEYER someone tell me howw. shit.
then besides jap.. i haf alot of work do i? or maybe maths pt is killing me. the thought tht i haven started doing anything scares me alot alot. huiwen and liyan pls help manz. i think i suck at maths and i dunno wads going on:/ and yah to remind myself, i failed maths. i need to go for re-test. someone tell me howw.
HAHAHAHA but on a happier side, im really really happy bcuz there are so much nice and melodious songs on earth. i admire those great composers who make my world so LALALA melodious. MUSIC<3
oh and i miss guides camp alot alot:( i want to go back to guides camp and not face my load of sch work. i miss running about with my patrol and batchmates. i miss dirtying myself with the muddy ground. imiss lying newspapers and groundsheet in our tents. i miss seating in meal rings. i miss playing malari flyingpans-ding ding ding! i miss walking around with vinna and nattay. i miss bathing tgt with my patrol. i miss having to lug the patrol flag around. i miss having my patrol identity around my neck. someone tell me howw.
and YOU. u said we will go makan tgt during the march hols. cheater ass. it dint even turn out to be successful..i bet u forgotten all about it. one day u will realise tht i nvr agreed to wad u initiated and i really really want to go back.
haha ok happy happy:) im hearing this song thts so old but nice:) so heartwarming!

tell me wad can i do to make it up to you
promises dun come easy
you noe i have made up my mind
to make it work this time
thats the promise i can give to you

learning journey week tmr:) it means going out, doing hands-on stuff, having frun with friends, taking pictures, luffinf, crapping, etc. i love the week and i hate it too:)

TAG REPLIES**
vinna! haha i thot u were v dao u noe initially. through planning i got to noe you better!
nattay! oh you hypering again! yes i love you!! next, AA will be a greater bomb!!
bren! haha i think u are so weird laa. im no longer scared of acupuncture like whoohoo! love guides love guides!
lynnette! i wun cry anymore! hahaha and chicken paos gif me the creeps can!

can you feel my word
can you take my hand