yes, Jesus loves me!

Monday, January 26, 2009 @10:01 PM

i really shld haf been more careful:/ i haf no idea why i was careless enuff to actually forget to delete my entire inbox. now my hp has been confiscated by my dad, so im like out of the world:/ im fighting to get my hp back tonite or tmr.. i've got all my storylines and reasonings out.. and im sticking to my plan throughout.. hope everything works out according to my plan!!(:
i really miss the life i had 1 wk ago?? there wasnt such unnecessary stress and fear:/ but of cuz, i thank God for friends who have been coming up with ideas and giving me alotalot of counselling and comforting(: thank you so much... i feel braver and stronger everyday somehow:p some ppl think im over-reacting, but its really serious for my case.. cuz my family isnt quite open and all:/ hmmmm....

but on the brighter side, its CHINESE NEW YEAR!:D haha and i've been lao-ing yusheng everyevery day:D haha damn yummy, and it really satisfies my stomach:D plus daddy and mummy gave me reallybig angbaos thts like more than a k. so im really thankful(: although we dun do visitings, im glad tht i got to spend time with mummy:D mummy i love you!

oh.. plus i tink i really need time to like settle out my thoughts.. i really need to list down wad i wan to do this yr and start to work on them.. no more procrastination, im alr close to 17.. not much time actually?:/ may the year 2009 be an awesome one for me:D

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR(:

TAG REPLIES!
simin! heyooo:D:D haha must eat more yusheng b4 cny is over! yup take care too ok:D
CT! xiexie ni laaa(: happy cny to you too!! haha i nvr bu shuang u before ok! gd luck for 2009 ok!!(: WHEE!
YQ! happy cny! dun steal my angbaos tonite ok!:p yupyup i will be brave.. thanks alot for these few days ok.. really dunno how i will die from stress and fear if u weren't online throughout the day.. thanks alot!!:D
elmo! HAPPY CNY BFF:D i love youuuu!! see you:D
lime! haha xin nian kuai le!:D see you on wed morn:D hmm.. but i still got this feeling i haf nth on for wed leh:/