gahhhh. freeeeak. the nervous and stress feeling comes again right before exams. omg freak. SCARED SIA!!! RAHHHHH. ROARRRRR> BOOOOOO!! YUCKKKKKK!! NOOOOOOOO. i dun wan CTs!!! HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
blah ok make enuff noise.. back to reading econs:(:(:(:(
time jumps(: its the last wk of june hols alr manz.. everything's coming to an end and cts are looming ahead! really damn annoying to haf to mug for the stoopit cts. rahhh!
but anw, my last wk of june hols was spent practically on mugging only.. ooh and there was fencing trng and nus frisbee friendlies!:D haha quite a wonderful wk actually!:D hmm ytd nite was ahyi's bdae.. went to her hse for steamboat!! damnnn yummy! got scallops, beef, etcetc. yumyummm. and played with my cousins too!:D they are damn cuteee!! very noisy too!!
today went out to mug with kenlok&jasper. quite productive i guess? just kept reading thru econs notes which can be v draining!!:( ooh and jasper had his new haircut(which is much nicer) at $3.80 nia!! damn cheaaap shit. i need to go there and cut and wash my hair the nxt time!! cheeeeap. yepyep came hm and cont mugging:D oh and presley(my cousin's fiance) played this movie! quite nice leh!! dunno wads the exact name.. some shallow thing?? i like the movie!:D:D
tmr will be anuder mugging day!! and i carn believe i just got scolded by my dad? wth.. dun see why he has any reason or right to blow his top at me. even threatened to cut off my phone line laaa.. freeeak. sometimes i wish i can be left totally alone.. rah.
`and to mummy in heaven, i really miss you.. come into my dreams everyday mummy.
but anw, my last wk of june hols was spent practically on mugging only.. ooh and there was fencing trng and nus frisbee friendlies!:D haha quite a wonderful wk actually!:D hmm ytd nite was ahyi's bdae.. went to her hse for steamboat!! damnnn yummy! got scallops, beef, etcetc. yumyummm. and played with my cousins too!:D they are damn cuteee!! very noisy too!!
today went out to mug with kenlok&jasper. quite productive i guess? just kept reading thru econs notes which can be v draining!!:( ooh and jasper had his new haircut(which is much nicer) at $3.80 nia!! damn cheaaap shit. i need to go there and cut and wash my hair the nxt time!! cheeeeap. yepyep came hm and cont mugging:D oh and presley(my cousin's fiance) played this movie! quite nice leh!! dunno wads the exact name.. some shallow thing?? i like the movie!:D:D
tmr will be anuder mugging day!! and i carn believe i just got scolded by my dad? wth.. dun see why he has any reason or right to blow his top at me. even threatened to cut off my phone line laaa.. freeeak. sometimes i wish i can be left totally alone.. rah.
`and to mummy in heaven, i really miss you.. come into my dreams everyday mummy.
haha orange ppl(:
ohyay! steeeamboat:D
i love the 3 of them(:
haha cuties!
heck the labour pain. im going to have the cutest baby on earth!!!:D
audrey and cheryl! AND THE BABYYY!
happy bdae sanyi!
BABYYYYYYY!went out with shufen ytd for cip! then lunch! then mug! haha i dragged her to lakeside pri to teach little kids how to play frisbee:p and we got cip hours!:D haha i bet shufen had alot of fun! anw the kids were really adorable!! except for a few who had no interest in frisbee!! haha but anw after which, we went to jp and had lunch at figs&olive! lunch was goood:D there was the promotion 1 for 1:D nicenice.. i like the chickennnn!
then we went to window shop which was damnnn enjoyable:D ahah damn fun to see clothes tht are damn pretty!! seesee also free wan rite. WONDERFUL. oh then we bumped into priscilla at starbucks!! damn long nvr see her liao! quite cool to see again after so long:D
so we went to macs to mug in the end.. was quite productive laa.. at least i did quite abit for econs:D wheehee 3cheers to me! then wx came after his fencing comp! haha his comp dint really go well though:/
yupzz then left to meet OG at orchard seoul garden!! haha quite cool, to tink our OG is still alive to go for dinner tgt(: and seoul garden is damn bloody ex for dinner.. but heck it, company was gd(: me and iqah kept eating meat and fish which was damn sinful.. but thts wad seoul garden is all about isnt it!!:P hmm oh and 10 of us came!!:D quite alot riteee.. yea so obiwankenobi is still aliveeeee*blinkblink*
so tmr will be going down to sengkang field for friendlies with hcjc! really quite excited for it! may the white armies have a glorious fight tmr!! hope white armies haf loads of fun and learn loads of stuff tmr!:D alrightttt:D
MT12;obiwankenobi(:
shufen! bestfriends foreverrr:Dcuz gwen and eve has updated their blog, so i shall update my blog tooo(: haha went to meet gwen,xinyu and eve on thurs! feels great to meet up with pri sch friends once in a while(: went to jp to watch monstersVSaliens which was a really action and children movie. haha cldnt appreciate the movie actually.. but i like the part when the girl grew so much in size! and i was actually touched when she went back to save those ugly monsters. hahaha ohwells.. the movie wasnt tht nice, but nice company anw(:
went to haf lunch at newyork which was damn awesome!:D there was like the $8.80 pasta and it was damn nice laaaa. plus we ordered mudpie for dessert after thttt:D comecome show u photo:D
shopping should always come after eating(: haha and somehow 4 of us really felt like shopping ang getting new clothes tht day:D so yayyyy! got like 2 shorts and a dress.. retail therapy is good(:
thankyou girls!(: meetup again soon<3>clan buffet on friday!!(: at cathay nihon mura:D it was AWESOME. paid like 16bucks only:D and the variety there was good! ate 3 plates of sashimi, 5plates of sushi, 2handrolls, etc. the best thing was there was freeflow of drinks:D anw i need pics!! so jinx, fiona and chow better send all of them to me or post it or fb, anything!! i wan to see the pics:D
it was great to be sitting around with clan again and spending time tgt(: really felt like sec4 days! there was kaichi,chow,elmo,jinx,cryst,fiona,lime and me! then chow brought her laptop to play kaichi's bdae video.. damn niceeeee:D anybody who wants to feel touched or cry, kindly go to fb and view the video:p i love clannn.
anw today sucked. i dint do work! i just read through answers for econs essay and case study!!:( went to ahyi's church and then grocery-ed at ntuc with ahyi. entire day just gone liddat.. and tmr i carn study again!! wa i tink im going to stress myself up if this continues. tmr going down to hougang early in the morning for some frisbee booth thing. hahaha dun really noe wad the event is about.. but just go get my free smoothie anw:p
okayyyy, gtg slp alr! damn tired!:( gdniteee!
okay 3plus alr. i tink my plan to mugg all day is failing? hahaha damn fail la joycelim:/ anw karen jiejie is at hm today:D so not tht alone:D but its rly horrible.. i tink i shld rly start mugging. but i carn seem to focus and all.. alot of things in my mind these days:/
tmr theres frisbee trng!!:D plus a scrimmage with SIM thts going to be in the noon? i really pray for the floodlights laaa.. cuz noon i got clan stuff planned 2wks ago alr:/ ohnooo:( come on Lord, work on this v situation!! amen!
anyway, i wan to watch angels and demons!! its like one of the VERYVERY few movies i wan to watch!! come come, who wans to watch with me before its gone omg. forever liddat.. drag until the movie no longer is on screen:/
oh and did i say i dreamt of my mum:D it felt so real!! and im so glad my mum is healthy and nice and all in my dream(; and i will continue dreaming of my mum! i love mummy forevr!
` and you make it easier when life gets hard`
There is none like You
No one else can touch my heart like You do
I could search for all eternity long
And find there is none like You
Your mercy flows like a river wide
And healing comes from Your hands
Suffering children are safe in Your arms
There is none like You
life goes on, and we'll move on(:
mummy, i will meet you in heaven one day. i love you<33
life HAVE to go on.. who and what will stop just because ur loved one left you.. and yea im picking myself up and trying to settle down now.. thankyou clan for letting me noe that you guys will always always be there.. i really want to thank clan, wx, shimin, weiwei, mengsiew, shikai, wayne, ken, jasper, jiajie, nickoo, zhefei, guangyu for taking time out to attend my mum's wake.. thank you so much(: i believe my mum felt the love from all the people who came(:
hmm life feels different now.. theres much more freedom? and there are much more decisions i haf to make myself now.. i wldnt say im v happy.. but aiya wtv. so now june hols are here! its mugging period for me.. need to do alot of catching up actually:/ the feeling sucks when im not gd in any subj:/ tmr is my mugging day(: gonna stay home all day and mug till i drop hehe:D
OOOH and i cooked dinner today guys!!! there was vege mushroom, onion eggs, stewed beef and steamed fish!! ok i dint solo the whole thing myself.. along with my cousin(: it was chaoji yummy:D hahaha im not tht bad in kitchen afterall.. but my hatred for cooking still holds:D hehe.
ERRRR. lastly, i need to tell myself to bring down my expectations.. yess.
