Tuesday, September 29, 2009 @10:44 PM
hmm yea, its like 2 days b4 promos and im here blogging.. nahh promos shant determine wad i wan to do(: anw mugging for promos and not going out to play is really killing me.. i feel daaaaaamn sian. ok tht was redundant, i bet everybody feels the same way. anw wad i really wanted to say in this blog is.. its either you really play or u dun play. i hate the feeling of playing abit. so im sorry if i sound mean to anyone during this period.. cuz i get really pissed to noe tht i carn play.
theres chem consultation tmr.. hope i will gain much from it and finally be able to tell myself i can do well for chem.. i do not want to fail chem again. how horrid is tht.
and blasting chi music continuously for 5days can be quite emo.. gosh. but i love chi music!! Dear Daddy Lord, only you know how i feel. you noe how i feel and what i want even before i noe them. Please give me wisdom and happiness! cuz i rly carn help but feel pissed and annoyed at the slightest things!! I WANT TO PLAY!!!!!! ARGHHHH!!!!!
i miss mummy. i miss clan. i miss you. i miss frisbee. PROMOS TO HELL.
ok back to mugging econs. no sleep for joyce tonite. gdnite..
Saturday, September 05, 2009 @11:24 PM
heyyy its a saturday niteee(: i feel really at peace when the hols are here.. i can do things at my own pace and order, how great! hmm as im typing, mary jiejie and presley is back!! finallyyy.. me and meimei have been at home the entire day! and karen jiejie and ahyi not back yet:(
today audrey came over!:D she's really really cuteee.. a p3 girl now! haha i woke up at around 1230 and i was replying someone and when i wanted to get out of bed, she came in and hugged me:D haha i felt really happy leh somehow:D although she can be really sweet, she can be very naughty too!!:p i managed to do abit of work while entertaining her till like 6plus? haha felt quite tired aft she left.. took alot of energy to play with her omg:p
anw hols are here, means pure mugging is here. got down to do abit of chem today.. will burn muchmuch midnite oil tonite! hmm hope i dun fall aslp during church tmr:( i tink it feels gd to camp on ur own small study table with the table lamp on lehh(: then u lay out ur work and start reading and doing them(: its a really nice feeling somehow. but of cuz, u must haf enuff slp n rest first!!:D i wonder if i can go overseas to study nxt time.. then i can study and camp at my own small study table till the end of time! haha quite enjoyable:D
to mummy, i noe u will read this somehow. im gonna work hard for this promos.. im not sure if i can put my all, but i hope u will lead me through this! and you said u will watch over me(: i noe it(: i love you..
and im happy tonite(: thank you for telling me those stuff.. it did not only make my day, but the rest of my life(: thank youuuu(:
ok back to mugging!! and i reallyreally pray for clan and all my close friends to be able to pull through this sucky mugging period and emerge as champions!! haha i dare not pray for all to get Deans list, but i pray for everyone of them to do well:D amen! Daddy God, watch over all of us.. thank you for loving us!(:
