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Tuesday, September 28, 2010 @8:53 PM

ok this blog is all about my sister. i haf no idea how to communicate with her now.. its rly sad to see how other siblings can be so close n all, while we 2 end up like tht.. if only my mum was still around, she will be able to control my sis.
i dun understand why my sis enjoys studying with different groups of friends so much, outside.. anywhere from macs to coffeehouses and changi airport.. these places are not even conducive for studying? and friends just dun provide concentration.. mebbe 1 friend will do? im not sure if im really right.. but its v sad to noe tht my sis plans every of her sunday with her friends right aft church..
plus sunday is the day for my family to get tgt.. the only day we spend time tgt.. isnt it a sign tht my sis prioritises her friends more? and i reminded her of tht, but she insisted she was right and she was trying to focus on her studies.
im sorry if i sound really not supportive, but i feel tht if all her efforts to study outside for to have 'better' concentration were effective, her results wouldnt be as shitty as now.. she doesnt realise tht her method of studying is wrong, and she believes alot in it. thts really sad.
plus she has this clique of hers? FUN CLIQUE they call it. yea her clique probably will do well in their studies, while my sis wun.. they can afford to haf fun because their results are up to standard, but my sis? when shes not doing well ALREADY, she continues to hangout with her friends to study.. thts just dumb n senseless.
i haf no idea how to tell her tht shes just way off balance between work and fun. i gif up.